Entries for December, 2003

December 12th, 2003

long long entry

dun learn to fly
when you haven even
learnt to walk

++ long long entry ++

30nov

jus moved to new houz. Ermz I min not reali considered ‘moved’ le lorx. But moved things over and e mattresses oso moved dere le. Which minz my family, which consists of me of cos. Has slept for e firx night in e new houz. Oh man! No diff from hotel siarh. E air-con so power one siarh. Seven of us slept in e master bedroom where dere are THREE air-cons. But to save electricity, we only switched on e smallest one. But surprisingly, tat night all of us were almos frozen to death! Hee=) not I exaggerating. But is reali v true de lorx. Hee=)

1dec

woke up early in e morn. Had a nice slp e previous night thou. Geez=xx mother and pa and gor woke up le den went to old houz. Ready to move e ‘bigger’ stuff to new houz. Dunno wat they did at e firx trip lorx. Only know they almos starved me to death man. Cos I din eat breakfast mahz. So v hungry lorx. They 1.19pm den bought duck rice for me and e other sisters. Some more e duck and rice not nice one. Lol! Heh=p den they went back to hold houz again. Only came back bout 2 hours later. Tis time gor’s frenz e ernest and roger came to help. But I guessed they joked more den they helped. More of a hindrance! Lol! E marble chairs and com cupboard and refrigerator were e heaviest. Well e refrigerator isn’t jus lyk those ordinary ones. I m serious. E weight of it is at least twice tat of an ordinary refrigerator. Those normal or common ones I meant. Okie wateva. Everyone was dead beat by evening. So mother and pa of cos too lazy to cook dinner le lorx. So they went out to buy food again. Tis time. CHICKEN RICE! Worse! Lol! E chilli so sour chicken so little den go and sell at $2.50! but no choice le lahz. I wud take wateva tat fills my stomach cos I m reali darn hungry at tat time. Hee=) at night slept v early. Okie I min quite early. Cos dunno y. lyk always so sleepy lyk tat. Heh=p

4dec

today v sian. So decided to go to westmall library to read up some info regarding my dental proficiency. Kinda pek cek thou. Hee=) lol! So I sms jiahui to tell her pei wo. Shun bian tell her help me with e dental health thingy. I not making use of her of cos. But she has always bin v helpful mahz. Hee=) okie I min she always helps me de. Geez=xx so I took e bus 173 with da jie and guoyi to bukit batok interchange. Den as I walked into e westmall to e library. I passed by kfc and saw Audrey! Peps fren! 3 yrs nv c her le! Haiz. But I m such a flop manz. Din even dare to go say hi to her. Cos I scared she dun recognize me lorx. After all we haven met up for so long le mahz. Den some more she was with her frenz. I dun wan interrupt lehx. Heh=p so jiahui came den we walked around in e library and we saw e b***h who scolded me e other time. Bloody hell. She was still going around scolding pple. They muz b pissed off. Heh=p den jiahui wanted to buy some x’mas cards so I pei her to popular bookstore and some gifts/cards departments but they were too ex le. So she din buy.

When we were bout to go home. Da jie and guoyi bought an ice cream outside kfc and I bought 4 pieces of lapi sagu at bangawan solo. Yummy. V nice. Geex=xx and den my tat 2 sis gonna help out at mother’s stall so guoyi had to change slippers with me. Y nehx? Cos hers spoiled le lorx! Lol! -_-“ doinkz I had a hard time walking in those footwear. Den pa came to fetch us as he had to drive da jie and guoyi to mother’s stall. And pa took me to old houz to take some stuff. But in fact jus another boring day. Looking fwd to e farewell party on sat. hee=)

5dec

today supposed to go to work at uncle’s office. Thou I m not so willing to go. Geez=xx den v shiok uncle sudd called and said dun hv to go cos nothing much to do. Initially esther coming to my houz de but cos I tot I wud b going to work so tol her cannot come le. But den horx uncle sudd said dun nid go to work le but I kinda pai sehz lorx. So din ask her to come to my houz. Scared she fed up. Cos is a last min decision. So in e end was yingpeng zirui yinghao and zhuang wei come my houz. Yingpeng so pro siarh. Thou I lived near her. But if I were asked to WALK to her houz. I know I wud rather request a lift from my father or take a bus dere. But yingpeng walked all e way to my houz! Lol! She said walking is a good exercise. -_-“ doinkz she win le lorx. Mayb I hv always bin too lazy. Hee=)

den reached my houz le. They lyk so pai sehz. Heh=p or scared my sis wud eat them up lyk tat. Dun dare to go into e houz until I muz show e gesture to invite them in. lol! + crap + den we went into e study room. Actuali suppoz to do geog hw de. But den e guys so slack. Den we tok crap non-stop and in e end did nothing much. Geez=xx too bad lorx. We all are slackers only except yingpeng. Hee=) den lunch time all of us enjoyed e meal except ZHANG ZIRUI! Lol! Thru out e whole meal he ate jus plain white rice ONLY! Lol! -_-“ doinkz dunno wats wrong with him. As if I was gonna poison him. Den after tat we continued to tok ctap until it was around 3pm when yingpeng had to leave for her piano lessons. Before walking her home. We went to yuyuan’s houz. Having e intention to pay him a visit. But den so zun lorx. We reached his houz den he was jus bout to leave for e wateva band concert de. Wah. He put on his band uni. So shuai siarh. *ahem* geez=xx thou my lao gong still shuai-er. Hee=) den we stood in a row. Waving goodbye to him. Den yingpeng’s mum asked 4 of us to go into their houz. So we so NOT pai sehz and went in lorx. Geez=xx and we left and e 3 guys oso went home. Den I gotta rush for my doll house le…..

6dec

hm! Tis day finally came. Dumb me woke up at 7.30 in e morn. Got changed and stuff and took bus 173 to skol at 8.15am. firx time go to skol by bus on my own. Heh=p reach skol at 8.32am and saw hui ling in skol le! Whoops? I m late! Lol! Bleahx. Kinda pai sehz. Geez=xx she passed me e survey forms den we went to get e form from Shirley. Den walked with hui ling to e 282 bus stop and she went off le. By tat time only 8.45am lehx. But suppoz to meet hui min at 9.45. so called up jiahui. But she explained tat she had to prepare food for e party. Called hui min. but hp off. Called sheena. But she meeting hui min. wanted to call yan hong. But lazy him sure still in dreamland de. So I took train to je. Cool hah? Firx time take mrt on my own siarh. Hee=) reach dere le not even 9am siarh. Wanted to go to popular but not opened yet. Den I sian till going mad le. Sms sheena to ask when she meeting hui min. she pity me so called me to meet her at bukit gombak. Geez=xx she so nice. Heng siarh~ den reached bukit gombak le and saw her. Finally hui min oso appeared and we went back to Jurong east. Me sho lame. Heh=p when everyone reached je we went to harbourfront and took bus to Sentosa. Wah. Money in my ez-link card wud b used up soon. Heh=p

we went to e beach and organix games. Most exciting part was e water balloons. We dug e sand and buried many water balloons. Stupid me stepped and burst one of them. Heh=p we weren’t able to bury all of them but shuyi led everyone to where we were le. And some more she oso stepped on one of e ‘bombs’. Cool! Everyone dressed so nicely and some v sexy. Geez=xx at firx jus ate some snacks and stuff….

TELEMATCH! cool! Lol! Hee=) shereen and qiu yi explained rules of game and they got started. Before tat it was still raining heavily but den e sun was out soon. E team which won was e seniors’ team. Which includes limei Melissa suling Vivian bao yue and liyi. They abit cheat cheat de. But Melissa heng I purposely helped them de. Hee=) but den e senior guide Cynthia her bf jiawei dunno wassup with him de. As if baoyue got offend him lyk tat. Keep splashing water at bao yue. My patrol senior lehx! Poor bao yue. Wet! Totally wet! Heh=p den when shereen announced tat e sec4 seniors’ team won. they kicked sand at we games committee pple but den we were smart enuf to dodge. Hee=) den under e command of shereen. All of us e games com pple carried all e sec4 seniors and threw them into e sea. Melissa heng nori hui min and I carried Vivian by her hands and legs and dropped her into e sea. FUN! Geez=xx den liyi ordered us to fall in by patrols. Obviously having e intention to take revenge! Heh=p esther and jiemin’s patrol were suppoz to go into e sea firx. At firx liyi wanted us to march towards e sea after she had given her command but den we preferred e ‘formal’ walking. Hee=) no choice le. Queenie said “muz show them our kingfisher’s unity!” lol! So qian wen meili Christine huiyun and I held one another’s hands and walked ‘happily’ into e water. Wah. Dunno Vivian trying to grab tis chance or wat. Hee=) she pulled me into e water thrice but my head din get into e wter. Heh=p but den we kept splashing water. Den Vivian and I said tat e water v salty. Oh man! We said tog at e same time siarh! So zun and cool! Hee=) e water got into my eyes and dunno is it e salt tat irritated my eye or wat. My eyes were so painful tat I shed tears manz. Heh=p but it was great fun! Finally we got to wash up. Too sticky lorx. But din hv time to change. Yuck! Salt and sand trapped in my hair. Feeling kinda disgusted. Oh ya! Got our guide tee le! Sho happy! Designed by serene! Pro manz. Her last min work oso so nice and cool. Hee=) den we got to e visitors’ departure point. Heh=p I guessed ms koo wud b leaving next yr. so another teacher mrs woon wud b back in guides. Hope shes a nice teacher and I blif we wud miss ms koo bahz. E PSes and PLs and CL and ACL of 2—4 were oso announced. I not v sure bout e PSes but I guessed they are qimei Christine meili serene Christine lien weiyan and tingyou bahz. Shud b lorx. Geez=xx e PLs were shuyi jiaxin shereen hwee ling qiu yi Madeline and queenie! Applause…. Hee=) of cos mahz. Muz clap for my PL mahz. Lol! ACL is Geraldine! Cool! From no post jump to ACL! Sure v got qian tu de. CL is kaili! Hee=) expected de.

oh i will miss vivian man!! my ouxiang!!! and somemore my patrol senior and e acl! shes so cute and chio and voice so sweet!! i will miss her lots!!!!

Anw I had a v v v great time today! Limei Melissa and baoyue gave me souvenirs. It was v v v nice of them! Me sho happy! So gan dong! Hee=) they are e best! Din reali regret joining guides. Heh=p CTS g.g rulez! KINGFISHER rawkx! Yeah! hee=)

7dec

woke up at 10/53am. Brushed my teeth and watched huan zhu ge ge last episode. Den gor’s frenz came to play ps2. desmond bought chocolates-like sweets from Australia. Nice of him to offer me one. Yummy. V nice. Hee=) tat I ate 5. heh=p den pa’s frenz oso come.

Woa. Jus looked into e mirror. My face still so red siarh. Yesterday sun tanned too much at Sentosa. Lol!

7pm le! Got e stars award thingy. Hong xing da jiang. Yeah!! Sharon won e dunno wat best host award thingy again! Hee=) she got e award for 3 years le! Geez=xx 3 cheers for Sharon au! Hee=) too bad tis yr dun hv e new artiste award thing. But anw lucky tat jeanette aw a.k.a ou xuan din gety e lead actress award. She sux manz. Act cute de. Thou her role of ‘jingjing’ in Holland v still not bad. Heh=p and shaun yue went to sing a song. V nice. And he quite shuai. Hee=) he looks a bit lyk feng rui. Geez=xx

today 93.3fm got many nice songs. Heh=p but den after tat got zhou chuan xiong’s songs. So I off e hi-fi set. Heh=p his songs too touching le lahz. Hee=) esther said I muz b beginning to lyk tat steve chou le. Yucks! Pui! + crap + hee=) *ahem*

so pai sehz siarh. Today is kaixin’s bdae. But I only realiz it after 12 midnight. So hv to wish her belated bdae. Heh=p but anw hope jiez dun blame me for not giving her prezzies tis yr. heh=p

9dec

today went to uncle’s office to work. Finally got to use e com at his office to clear my mail. Yeah! *wipe off sweat* heh=p bao yue added me in frenster. sho happy. Geez=xx but I waiting to add zoe and Vivian. They sho sho sho cute. My ouxiangs. Geez=xx jus added a testimonial for many pple. Lyn shawn Joanne jiahui siti esther kaixin and more. So tired manz. Den hv to do work le. Cant keep using com mahz.

Lunch time! Ate a bowl of dry noodles and a char siew bun. Cos my breakfast digested for 6 hours le so I v hungry. Geez=xx den after tat muz do work again! Hm. Uncle gave us a v v v big packets of snacks. Yummy. Hee=) shiok manz.

Finally can go home. Reached home 7++ le. Too bloated le so din eat much for dinner. Hee=) den after watched tv le. So tired……

10dec

hp e alarm rang le. Muz wake up le. Wats e time nehx? 8.00am sharp. Haiz. No choice lahz. Muz go nie today. Abbreviation shud b national institute of education bahz. Heh=p got changed den left for e bus stop. Sway siarh. Dumb me walked so slow den almos couldn't catch up with e bus 173. lucky bus uncle waited for me. Heh=p den reached clementi interchange le ran up to take mrt. But den so zun I got up le den e mrt to boon lay jus closed e door and went off le. So waited for e other one. Den I almos so sway again. Mrt reached boon lay le den spoiled siarh. Heng I got to my destination le. Geez=xx den met evelyn le and took bus 199 to nie. Almos dunno where to alight. Heh=p and den met dr koh e professor. He explained sho long den tok to him got stress siarh. Den now yiwen and yanyi already not in Singapore le. Evelyn oso leaving soon. Going for hols. Wad de?! Left me do e project alone?!?! Lol! Can I knock my head against e wall and die straight away?! Heh=p but den muz endure lorx.

Finally can go off le. Almos dunno how to get back again. But I so brave go and ask a commuter lorx. Geez=xx clap clap …. Geez=xx thx thx heh=p + crap + den finally got back to boon lay den again… muz go back to clementi. Kaoz. Ez-link left $4++ only!! Lol! Den met jiahui at clementi interchange den we took bus 173 to yingpeng’s houz. Jiahui gave me x’mas card. Geez=xx sho happy. Suppoz to go yingpeng houz watch e hunchback but in e end go dere tok crap and play. Hee=) we had a great time den yingfen oso v nice. Played with us. Hee=) we oso took pics but den everytime when wan to take for yingfen. She always accidentally go n cover her face or wan to push up her specs. Yingpeng oso. Hahaha=] den when yingfen wan to take for 3 of us. She stood up e chair and almos fell. So funny. Me not xing zai le huo. Geez=xx

We played until almos 4 den I went home le. We had great fun. And usually I only hv fun with yingpeng jiahui zirui zhuang wei and yinghao. But tis time e 3 guys hv to go to e dunno wat camp de so they hv to give it a miss at yingpeng houz. Heh=p dunno limin got any progs tis fri notz. Feeling sian at home. Wanna go out with them. C firx lorx. Hee=) hm…………..

Hm miracle siarh. Today I do exercise lehx. Miracle manz. Geez=xx cos jus now look into mirror jus realiz I so fat le. Betta start doing some exercise now. geez=xx phew~ sho tired. Jus skipped 50 times ONLY. Last time one go can do 100 de lehx. Now too fat le. So too heavy. Heh=p perspiring le. Hahaha=]

11dec

today whole day stay at home nv go out. so guai. geez=xx but den quite bored lorx. hm! i finished cme project le! so happy! hee!=) but den still got e info report haven do. dunno muz do notz lehx. heck lahz. hee!=) jinyi emailed me few days ago. i read his mail at uncle's office. haven got to use e net yet thou. he coming back soon. next tue. but den he taking e flight at night. so muz go and fetch him at airport at late nigt. sianz. lol! hee!=)

haiz. 1 week and 2 days nv use net le. i min except tat when i clear my mails at uncle's office lahz. geez=xx torture manz. nv got to go online. can die siarh.

hm. no big events today. muz do hols hw le. hm. 32 more days! and bout 3 more weeks when skol reopens. jus listened to jielun's gui ji. i sms esther ask her tat song in which album. she said is in ep. e one she bought at $14.95! hidden track lehx! hee!=) i tol her to lend me den she said "yeah.. okie.. i'll lend you.. haha... you wait till your b'dae den you'll hv a surprise.. haha..." hee!=) she made me so anxious le! heh=p so i'll hv to wait for a month more! hee=)

muz do hw le! haiz sianz manz. Zzz...

++ end ++

loving x duncan x

a person who has made a mistake.
can NV b forgiven?
true?
always forgiv and forget?
true?
an undoubted NO? =(
Currently listening to: Pan Wei Bo's wei lai de ni
Currently feeling: energetic
Posted by guo at 05:05 PM | //speak.up.

12dec

to all e pple i love
in tis world
i wanna let you know
i love you
take care
cos i care
and cos
you are special =)

++ 12dec ++

today! finally got to use e com! shiok! hee!=)

hm! jus came back from westmall! hee!=) crazy me always go westmall. so zun manz! firstly saw cme teacher mrs lim. bleahx. scary! den went up e escalator and saw wendy from 1c2! me always scared of her oso de! lol! lyk my eyes playing tricks on me lyk tat. hee!=) den went to popular cos hv to buy books for jinyi. but den couldnt find e books he wan lehx. iya let him buy on his own lahz. hee!=) jus went out of popular and saw jane liew! ouxiang! still as chio as ever! hee!=) so zun horx. she is kaixin's neighbout lehx! hee!=) but den she with her frenz so i din say hi to her. heh=p

iya! in a rush! gotta go!

++ end ++

loving x duncan x

hope is e best music
for depression.
so dun giv up hope.
even if it is only
a glimmer. =)
Currently listening to: jielun's gui ji
Currently feeling: cheerful
Posted by guo at 05:14 PM | //speak.up.

December 13th, 2003

putting up a strong front

all my happiness.
isnt given by you.
i fought for them.
on my own.

++ putting up a strong front ++

hm! jus received a call from uncle in e morn. my quadruplets cousins are sick! high fever! got admitted to hospital! haiz. poor thing. hope they recover soon.

today oso nothing much to do. went online and talk to many pple. lol. i listening to gui ji again!! v touching!! sho nice!! lyk wat esther says again. it melts my heart!! hee!=)

30 more days to my bdae! dunno shud b excited or sad lorx. hv a strong feeling many pple will forget my bdae next yr. but i min is okiex lahz. jus a bdae mahz. lol. me crazee le. bleahx.

me gonna stay happy!! dunno y! hee!=)

ouch! new houz sho many mosquitos. me covered with spots le! =xx

++ end ++

loving x duncan x

i hv to put up a strong front.
even if i m reali sad deep inside my heart.
i wan to look normal.
in front of all my frenz.
who care for me.
Currently listening to: jay's gui ji
Posted by guo at 11:36 PM | //speak.up.

December 17th, 2003

monday ... tuesday

you muz hv been tired.
cos you hv run thru my mind.
you muz hv been a thief.
cos you hv stolen my heart.
i muz hv been a bad hunter.
cos i keep missing you.

++ monday ... tuesday ++

monday went to skol cos me in backdrop com de. serene's design e font got chosen. but den she reali darn pro. e words sho nice! haha loL!=) den do lotsa stuff...

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i went around central with jiahui. den until quite late den we went home le. den geraldine and madeline called me to ask bout e banner. cos i said got lobang for them lorx. den after tat confirm le went to kallang uncle's office to get e cloth. actuali e price is 25bucks de but den i told geraldine 20 bucks in e firx place cos i got wrong info. sho is my fault. so i paid e 25bucks to my uncle den told shuyi is 20 bucks and den told uncle to write on e receipt 20bucks. hope e cloth e material not sho bad.

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tue went to skol again. gave them e cloth. den geraldine said "zhen cai shi liao" lol=xx hope so bahz. den serene drew e words "be prepared" on e cloth. v nice!=) lol=p den do some stuff and den sudd nothing to do. sho geraldine gave us break. helped them buy some food den went back to skol. but den me haven eaten since morn. lol=p

oh ya den oso got ncc camp. e guys in my cls are shawn zirui kianwee jiandong anand and karthiban. gonna miss them lots. haha=) esp shawn zirui and kianwee. my 3 nicey bros. hee!=)

after tat nothing much to do le geraldine dismissed us den jiahui and i walked around again. hee=) but den i still haven go eat. lol. den i took 173 back home. den when i almos reached home. i saw yingpeng and yingfen! hee!=) we sho got yuan fen! hahaha=) den after tat went home ate a big bowl of noodles cos me reali v hungry.

at nite. went to airport with guoyi and papa to fetch jinyi. he back from china le. hm sian...... no more freedom. muz eat 'politely' when hes around? lol hes a guest afterall but den me sho not xi guan at all. haiz. lol lol lol =xx

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finished breakfast an hour ago. bloated. mother gave me 20 bucks!! hee!=) sho happy! heh=x kuek sudd sho enthu say wanna buy zhou chuan xiong's dubbing album for me. hee!=) lol dunno she means it notz lehx. i wonder. hee!=)

hm muz start doing hols hw. how many times hv i been saying tis ah? haha but den always din do de. now muz do le. bout 2 wks when skol reopen. muz cut hair le. and ermz lotsa stuff to do. haiZ Zzz...

++ end ++

loving x duncan x

it muz hv been fate.
tat brought us tog.
Currently listening to: jielun's guiji
Currently feeling: bouncy
Posted by guo at 11:56 AM | //speak.up.

December 21st, 2003

love web

i hate to hear my fone vibrate.
cos in e past.
when my fone vibrates.
i know it's a msg received.
i know it wud b you.
but now.
i hate to hear my fone vibrate.
cos i hate to c myself upset.
when e sender isnt you.

++ love web ++

hm just went to skol on thu..e banner left a little more to finish..a sense of satisfaction..heh..thou e art work isnt done by me..but i got draw e 'scouts' n 'guides' but den v ugly..heh..serene de nicer..haa..

tat day e sec4 na n nt pple take their n level results..i was worrying for my tat bro lsp cos he kept telling me he sure cant make it de..n i oso kept encouraging him..den when i saw him come down from e hall le n walked towards him..he saw me n jus said 'pass..pass'.. haa..good lo..tats wat i said to him..but anw..glad for him tat he passed..as for e kh..he got chicken pox den din go n get e results..his mother went..but anw he got rather good results but den still v not unhappy..expectations so high siarh..lol..wonder how many pts cedric n qx got..haa..

den i went out of skol with jiahui n hui min for lunch..we crossed at e pedestrians crossing n saw jianmin..among e 3 of us..only me waved to him..n even shouted HI but den he ignored lo..den jiahui n hui min kept laughing at me..me jus being frenly ma..cannot meh...?.. lol..haa..den we went to e coffee shop opp our skol n ate lo..i finished my noodles in perhaps less den a few min cos i darn hungry..den firx time finished a can of coca cola..haa..den after tat went back to skol..n i helped jinyi buy his books lo..

den i saw my senior..who has broken up with her ex some months ago..i saw them walk past each other..den lyk dunno each other lyk tat..i dunno y lyk feeling sho sad for them..but den it is sad lo..dun understand y lyk tat..haiz..

n den continued to paint..den poor madeline got paint on her shorts..red paint some more!!..heh..n shuyi got paint on her hands n sole..serene oso got it almos all over..jiahui worse off...!..haa..e hands all red paint n she rubbed her hands so hard tat it bleed..poor thing..n hui min only got a little..me e most heng de...!..heh..only got v little but den they sudd say got a yellow strip on my forehead but den not sho obvious..

last nite got mahjong de pple come my houz again..den e kids played with my sis n jinyi..all sho childish..esp tat jinyi..doinkz..lol.. haa..den da jie let me eat her chocolates..brand is guylian..one of my faves..haa..v nice!!..heh..jinyi jus went out..tol him to buy some for me..haa..

den now my bro playing mahjong with his frenz..da jie playing ps2..e kids playing monopoly..me using com...!..heh..finally finished one of my chinese compo..reali breathless man..

hm..tmr muz go skol le..for banner com again..oh ya..mus meet shermin for lunch..muz call her now le..haiz..sian..Zzz...

++ end ++

loving x duncan x

j a y r r r o o o x x x

我会发着呆
然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
Posted by guo at 04:47 PM | //speak.up.

December 22nd, 2003

i wonder n wonder n wonder

going steady minz
having a CLOSE..LASTING n STABLE
relationship with someone
of e opp sex?
m i rite?
haa..

++ i wonder n wonder n wonder ++

hm..today is last meeting for banner com..wah sway siarh..cos initally i suppoz to b in souvenirs de..den hwee ling asked y i sudd in banner com..so shu yi helped me tell her..den she lyk so angry lyk tat..i reali v scared..haiz..guilty oso..

after e meeting..jiahui n i went to toilet to wash e brushes..kaoz..so !@#$%^&*( man..use e tinner den make my hands so red..cos is red paint ma..but den still cant get rid of e paint..so we heck le..den jus bout to go out..den shuyi n madeline come in le..den they took over lo..so we went off le..den jiahui n i had lunch at e coffeeshop opp our skol..den v bloated le finally..n sat down dere discussing where to go next..so in e end we decided to go home..

so i took bus 173 le..den on my way home..mother called me..she tol me jinyi n my gor stuck in jinyi's room at home..den i muz go home hlp to open e door lo..power siarh..so i rushed home after alighting from e bus n quickly ran upstairs but den pa was dere meddling with it so i cant hlp much lo..den i went to my study room le..den after ONE hour..they came out le..i was bout to doze off..i even asked jinyi "you haven died ah?" haa!!..lol..

den talked to ernie on e fone for a while..but den yujia sudd called to say she dropping by..so hv to stop talking to ernie den go n attend to her..den she came into my houz to talk talk talk lo..wah kaoz..she still got e cheek to say she asked kiat chong bout me!!..bleahx..doinkz..den she even showed me e guilty album to make me jealous..humph!..lol..but anw..she gave me a christmas card n i gave her one too..sho happy..

but before tat me was still a little unhappy..i min after counselling siti..heh..dunno y oso..cant say la..only ernie know lo..sometimes i reali tink only ernie n lyn understands me well..e others..haiz..me dunno wat to say..lol..hm..

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loving x duncan x
jay r r r o o o x x x

if i had known e truth.
i wouldnt hv stopped you.
Posted by guo at 07:28 PM | //speak.up.

December 23rd, 2003

new haircut

i saw a new glimmer of hope.
when you talked to me again.
not hoping for anything else.
but den i know.
we are still frenz?
you're telling me tat?
tat we're still frenz?
rite?

++ new haircut ++

doinkz -_-" today went to cut my hair..sho short n is darn short!..lol..but wat can i do ne?..accept it?..cos it will still grow back?..but den how m i supposed to face my frenz on thu?..heh..lol..

den some peepz coming over to my houz on x mas day..sho muz contact many pple..called them today..but sho many pple not at home or not available..doinkz..lol..

yuppies!!..today got ice cream cake le!!..sho happy..i tol shirley bout it den she kept telling me to save one piece for her..heh..but den i wud b drooling le..sho yummy..heh..

hm..today is short entry..mother is back..ice cream cake is back!!..yummy yum yum..heh..me gonna slp late today..muz revise sec1 chinese tb 1b le..heh..Zzz...

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loving x duncan x

yupps we're still frenz.
definitely. ;o)
Posted by guo at 10:39 PM | //speak.up.

December 25th, 2003

merry x'mas [1.05am]

if you desire a relationship.
more den you desire me.
den wats e point.
of having two pple.
in tis dumb relationship?

++ merry x'mas [1.05am] ++

hm..bro's frenz still here..gonna stay overnight again..lol..almos every yr lyk tat??..heh..strange..me still not feeling sleepy..sho seldom me still sho energetic at such late nite..heh..me sho happy..so many pple sms me to wish me merry x'mas..hm..some oso got greet me thru fone n some sent me or gave me cards or oso got some greeted me thru msn..oh ya oh ya..some send me e-cards..so nicey..heh..hm..reali alot?..let me c..got bj..jiahui..yp..bteng..zhi wei..yinghao..esther ng..lyn..siti..shentong..leo yi shyen..felicia ng..mic..yujia..yan ru..yan hong..shuyi..chris..hockey..xuelin.. shangpeng..auntie vivian..mrs kee..angeline..tsu hui..shawn..ernie.. huiling..shirleen..qian wen..alfred..medwin n i guess somemore cant mention all at a time..heh..but den it was v nice of them..heh..e best is still mic!!..send me card n letter!!..haa..miss her v v v much..she will reali b my darn bestest best fren man..heh..

hm..actuali was suppose to go to a church thing with ernie n shawn..was rather interested initially..but den mum shud b dun allow de..n somemore muz entertain guests lo..haa..lol..but den i called both of them to wish them merry x'mas..heh..they wished me back too..reali muz thank them..they make me sho happy..haa..

den i oso send sns to many pple..i reali min MANY..haa..let me c again..in my hp list..haa..my cousin..baoyue..bteng..bj..bingrui..who is jiahui's bro..haa..charmaine..chris..ernie..esther ng..esther soh..evelyn..felicia ng..furball..geraldine..hockey..jane..jiahui..kuek.. lyn..melissa..mic..mrs kee..qianwen..qiuyi..queenie..royce..shang peng..shentong..shirleen..shuyi..shirley..siti..suz..val..xuan..xue lin..yanhong..yanru..yinghao..yinglin..yingpeng..yuci..zhiwei..zirui n mdm luan..heh..tis month bill gonna shoot up for sure..heh..

finally!!..my eyelids are getting heavy!!..heh..lol..tmr pple coming to my houz..whoops?..i forgot to call jessica..damn..hope can call tmr morn..tmr some frenz coming..my quad* cuzzies..huiying n family..heh..gonna b noisy again..haiz..hope no one last min cant make it again..lyn alreadi cant make it le..wat a pity..me gonna miss her thou..heh..hope siti can make it..hm..

gonna slp le!!..merry x'mas to everyone!!..thou no one wud seem to know!!..heh..lol..nitez nitez..Zzz...

time check - « 1.45 am »

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loving x duncan x
j a y r r r o o o x x x

J.y.T.y.Z.l.G.z
gReAt FrEnZ?..
yupps definitely..
[J]iahui
[y]ingpeng
[T]su hui
[y]inghao
[Z]huang wei
[l]yn
[G]uolian
[z]irui
=)
Posted by guo at 01:43 AM | //speak.up.