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time check : 12.25am

last nite slept at 4am n woke up at 8 tis morn..but den stil v energetic n not sleepy at all..haa..hmm..excited??..cos some frenz gonna cum over today??..lol..perhaps only..

mother took da jie guoyi n me out for lunch at clementi central..saw weisheng's mama..but den quickly siam..LoL..after tat shopped around for white canvas shoes..heh..but all too ex le so told mother to buy from elsewhere..heh..

took a shower after i reached home..gonna fetch kexian n shirley soon..but after shower i saw duncan on tv!..heh..it was ''party in e park 2003''!!..da jie shouted to me when she switched on e tv..so i quickly rushed to e tv to watch duncan sing..okie i min..watch BLUE sing..haa..LoL..tis yr they finally get to sing more den one song..gee..n anw duncan stil as shuai as eva..haa..

then mother drove to interchange..kinda late le..heh..kexian n shirley were dere le..shirley gaf me a cute cow soft toy key chain..it was nice of her=)..then weisheng called to tell me he n e other guys were at beauty world..dumb him..took bus all e way dere..me..so..speechless??..heh..so hv to tell him to get to e bus stop opp bukit timah pri..n was jus bout to tok to kexian n shawn called..oh man he was so power man..he so buei pai seh sui bian borrow a fone from a passer by..gd thing he rmb my number..heh..anw he said he had reached e bus stop le so i tol him to make his own way to my houz..wasnt reali worried tat he couldnt find his way dere n stuff cos jiahui was already dere le..

n kexian..shirley n i took bout 10min to reach e stop in front of bukit timah pri skol..stupid weisheng..tol him to get only 3-4 guys but he called all his ''gang members'' instead..reali idotic man..gee..lol..anw they were shentong..soonzai..alfred..leo yi shyen..elgin..mal..n wei sheng himself took up e most space in my houz..is obvious??..gee..n yingpeng oso arrived le..too bad shaun isnt dere..hes in europe..heh..

well n as usual i din tok to him..pai seh??..well wateva..anw he din tok to me too..food was ready n i had a hard time getting e guys to eat..lucky shawn shentong elgin n mal helped me finish at least..a quarter of e food??..how i wished jianmin n yinghao was ard..gee..but thx to e girls as well..they ate quite alot..then i served a cup of rose syrup to alfred soon n him..heh..at least he stil noe to thank me..but stil we din tok..heh..wat is dere to tok bout anw??..n i blif i wont tok to im anymore unless necessary..cos i dun c deres a need to??..haa....guess he will tink n do e same ba..heh..n by tat time..kian wee arrived le..finally got someone to bully le..gee..

finally all e guys..cept shawn n kian wee..left to go n play cs again..shirley kexian yingpeng jiahui shawn kian wee n i went to playground to play zong ji mi ma..

den every1 went home le n my quad cousins are already playin ps2 at my houz le..time reali flies..last time they used to cry at e sight of us but now they can recognise us le..n oso enjoy their visit to my houz..den hui ying n jessica's family oso cum le..they ate dinner at my houz n e kids played games..i was locked in my room..wrapping xmas prezzies for my 4 cousins..they were certainly aware tat i had prepared sumthin for them n were apparently anxious so they banged n knocked on my door..trying to make me let them in..but of cos i din..finally when they were bout to go home..i gaf them prezzies n they were so happy..they simply jus look so cute n innocent..love them so much..lookin fwd to their next visit..haa=)..

huiying yirong hui en guoyi guoqin n jinyi were playin card games while i was sms-ing ernie..my great pal..haa..nothin btr to do??..heh..lol..we sms til late nite n finally my eye lids were gettin heavy so i retired to bed le..

haa..so tis yr's xmas isnt any interestin after all..or may it has always bin lyk tis??..heh..yawnzzz..ZzzZzz...

1.17am




sumtimes i wonder..
sumtimes i ponder..
if you hadnt bin ard..
i wldnt noe wat is..
LOVE..

time check: 12.40pm

hmmm...yest jus went to west mall..went dere to return library bks n den met siti..we shopped ard..intendin to buy prezzies for yinghao n shirley..we went into many gift shops but den everythin was too ex..n wats more..im almos broke le..gee...

finally decided not to buy le..we went down to e dunnoe wat 'tom n stephanies' to look ard for baby clothin..haa..cos siti's bro wil b comin into tis world soon..ard feb..i feel so happy for her..heh..muz b a cute boy..gee..she couldnt make up her mind so we went off le..

b4 tat we went to popular..bought some books n stuff...

saw sheralyn..tink she saw me too..but din even say hi..i min i din say hi..looks lyk she wanted to..haiz..dunnoe y me so useless..heh=x..

after tat took mrt to clementi..went 7-11 to buy mashed potato for meee n my sis..hmmm..yummy..v nice..gee...

den after tat went home le..muz finish so much hw..haiz..hope somebody wil b in e same plight as me..gee..muz buck up for streaming nxt yr le..dunnoe y last nite dun reali wanna use com..haa..so only used for a few min ba le..

at nite..tol jinyi to buy mashed potato for us again..all of us addicted le..gee...

oh muz go meet evelyn now le!!..late!!..

1.15pm



dunnoe who..
drew e image of you..
in my mind..
i tried to erase..
but i cant..
cos it seemed to b permanent..
so i decided to keep you..
since you are now etched to my mind..
i wil treasure you..

time check : 9.52pm..

second entry for today..haiz..feelin so vexed=(..stressed too..

in e afternoon took bus to clementi interchange wif guoyi n jinyi..he hlp me top up my card n we went to 7-11 to buy drinks..he treated us..gee..den he took bus 7 to bugis n guoyi n i went to e taxi stand..cos muz get those survey forms from evelyn..not much time to finish e project le..haizzz..watever..

after tat we went to 7-11 to buy mashed potato again..haa..bought 6..heh..den went back to 173 bus stop..we v zun siarh..jus reached dere n e bus went off le..

but i was glad tat i missed tat bus cos when i was on my way home in e nxt bus..i saw xiaowei..she was goin for her tuition cls..missed my twin sis so much siarh..we chatted for rather long until guoyi n i alighted..gonna miss her as much..haa...

haiz..evelyn said she had distributed another copy of e survey form..so i was quite lost n i called yiwen to ask her wat to do..but i guess i had wasted my time..cant xplain e root of e prob..n she shouted at me..i said nothin much n hung up..she used to say e leader of e grp isnt doin anythin..but doesnt seem lyk shes contributin as well..haiz wateva..

wanted to share it wif siti..but obviously she wil side her..so tol ernie bout it..thou he cant hlp to do anythin..but hes doin a great job advisin me!..gee..

finished watchin 'hollow man'..so scary..bleahx..

S.H.E on tv!!..hebe so cute..gee..wonder if mic is watchin now..heh..

tmr gonna b a busy day le..haiz..Zzz..

12.30am




i regretted lettin you go..
thou i reali loved you lots..