if you come back .......

hmmm. just woke up. yawnzzzz. stil kinda sleepy cos last night slept at 2 plus... Zzzz

oh ya! is 2004!happy new year!! gee.

as usual, i sms pple to wish them. alfred, angeline, bteng, jiahui and her bro, bj, chris, ernie, stheng, sther, felicia, hock, hui min, jeraine, jiemin, kai mun, kai xin, kexian, kin mun, kuek, kiat chong, limin, lyn, max, melissa, mic, mrs kee, pei yi, qian wen, queenie, royce, sarch, shang peng, shentong, shirleen, shuyi, siti, suhui, suz, tsu hui, xuan, xue lin, yanhong, yanru, yinghao, yingpeng, yuci, yinglin, yuyuan, zhi wei, zhuang wei and zirui.

bleahx. breathless le. heh.

haizzz. tml must go back to school le. dunno wat to bring. so lost. heh. how i wished there would be another 2 days break for me to settle everything. heh. me sho unprepared. haizzz

tml is joanne birthday. must rmb to sms again. tml not bringing phone to school. first day ma. gee.

must go and prepare stuff le. haizzz

saying bye to 1c1'03... waving hi to 2c1'04... yan xun is no longer part of this class. wonder if john or jane wil shift in. hope not. *pray hard*. heh.

hmmm! today is first day of school! woke up at 545 early in e morning and had breakfast den went to school with jinyi. bleahx. we boarded e bus and e bus suddenly jerked and i dropped my file. wats worse off is that i even stepped onto someone's foot! heh early in e morning so sway. haiz *pui pui pui* haa

finally reached interchange le. jinyi went off first le and i stood there waiting for "some pple". heh. didnt see any familiar soul til medwin came. he sorta mumbled something to me after i had greeted him "morning". but den i couldnt hear him and he just walked aways and said bye le. heh.

some nhss girls were standing in front of e top up counter making so much noise. darn irritating. den zhuang wei came le. we waited really long for zirui and yinghao. before e two guys arrived, siti just came. but of cos i know she wouldnt go off first. stil got sther and e rest. heh.

four of us walked into e school. and saw so many sec1s taller den us! wat e?! we were a disgrace man. haa. but anyway we stepped into e school gate and saw yuyuan, jiandong, bing kun, kianwee and jianmin. i quickly ran towards yuyuan to greet him morning. gee.

yawnzzz. so tired. shall go and catch a short nap first before i elaborate on today's events. gee.

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heh. just back from my nap. wahhh finally got a nice sleep le. feel so energetic le.

where was i ? oh ya. gee. so i was looking around at e quadrangle den careless me realise lyn was standing in front of e class. holding on to e class plate board or watever you call that. den i quickly ran to her and hug her. gee.

den stheng came. and many pple oso came walking into e school. oh ya. we were sitting between 4e1 and 4a3. no more 4b2? 5b2? gee. anyway, rather disappointed with e sitting arrangement. heh. guess jiahui oso thinks e same! haha!

and i realise our guides and scouts banner was put up le. just in front of e quadrangle at e classroom block. so nice.

finally we get to go to class le. sarch opened e door and i was e first to step into our new classroom! gee. i had no choice. stil sitting with bj. cos seemed like no girls wan to sit with me? heh. our classparent is ms moo. she teach us math and cme. haven got to know her well enough. so dunno how she is like. she gave us a mini test. kinda lame? gee. dunno how to explain. heh. and at 845 we went to e hall to hear mr hang speak. saw shang peng on e way. he didnt see me!!

we went for recess at 10 as usual. almost gonna sit at e 1c1 table. gee. after all. we used to be there after school doing homework and playing games. heh. jiahui and i didnt eat and we went to e umbrella area den jiahui zirui yinghao and meeee went to staff room to look for ms koo. cos zirui wan to see if there were any changes to ms koo's hair since so many teachers dyed their hair. haha! but anyway we had a nice chat before going back to class. at least jiahui and i got to know she is teaching 5b2. and 5a2 and 1a1 and 1b1 this year. )winksss( heh lol!

miss wu stepped in after recess. rather obvious. she is our geog teacher. can see that she is rather determined to make us improve loads this year. next teacher is miss toh. she is our science teacher. kaoz. she really very pro siarh. must sign contract with her and stuff. terrible! her expectation of us is at least 65% for overall. wahhh. my science like that. 65%? almost impossible! -_-" doinkz

finally last 2 periods is higher chinese. our teacher is stil luan lao shi! yay! but den she reborn and dye her hair. look kinda diff. heh.

in e whole, like wat zhuang wei said. today first day like last day. haha. tml got guides! must wear half u. think should be got footdrill le! heh. die le. gee.

must call sther le.

oh ya oh ya!! chris hock and yoke hwee wear e trousers so funny!!! hahahaha!! bleahx! =p

just came back at bout half an hour ago. phew~ kinda tired. today guides quite nice. not so bad. heh.

in e morning reached interchange early. shu yi came after a while and told me she would wait with me cos she waiting for geraldine while i waiting for jiahui and sther. was rather tensed up den cos afterall she is a senior. bleahx. and esp i am scared of seniors de. gee. den she asked this asked that. lotsa qns. haha. cos we stand there like nothing much to talk bout oso. den jiemin came and after a while we both went to 7 11 cos i hungry. heh. den oso bout to go back but den sther and hui min come le. was meddling with sther buckle and jiahui oso arrived.

in school when we fall in in front of pe store kaili gave a briefing on some stuff den we went to our 'ex-ex' classroom 1-3. must come up with a design for thinking day competition. cant rmb is before or after that. got pt. shiok siarh. all e exercises make me perspire so much. heh

den got footdrill. me so lousy.l heh. so damn blur. when we were in e squad le. samantha, e right marker suddenly blacked out. e seniors in charge of our sec2 squad are shuyi madeline kaili and jiaxin. all very fierce. heh. den when madeline wan to help samantha to one side to rest. she suddenly fainted to e ground. i wan to help but dunno can anyhow fall out or not. dumb me. den in e end is si ni and jiahui helped. den e first aiders quickly go help out. last year PL oso.. candy.. den samantha went home and we continued with e drills til 1230...

back in e class. got patrol meeting or stuff. den fall out.

went to mac after that. sther treated me. gee. den saw kexian limin kexin. in fact all e netball girls. limin suddenly came to talk to us. i asked if shirley was with them and she said shirley was very quiet.and lying her head on e table. i saw shirley crying when she walked past. dunno y. i asked kexian she oso dunno. all e netball girls oso dunno. nobody would know. this is sure gonna remain a mystery. cos shirley is so stubborn and lack of confidence. she definitely wont tell anyone. at least so far as i know. she never seemed to confide in anyone. haiz. but anyway. i wil stil be behind her always de. )winksss( hmmm must revise for tests le. next week got 3 or 4 tests. terrible. ugh. lol! sian sian sian...

wahhh so spicy. heh. just eaten some noodles with garlic chilli sauce. my mouth is going numb man. blab. kinda late le. but cannot sleep yet. cos must study for e proverbs test tml.

just arrange my sec1 worksheets. eng and math only. must be proactive for my o's? like wat mr hang has mentioned? hee. kinda worried for this year's streaming le. haizzz

just now shuyi sms me asked how was sat footdrill... haha and she told me was scared of samantha that thing. but den wasnt her fault lo. should be samantha yesterday didnt eat breakfast. heh.

jiahui finally got her line. she must be darn happy. haha

tml meeting siti and sther at 'illegal gather place'. heh. hope yiwen dun come so early. dunno how to face her. haizzz

8 more days! gee and 4 more days to my godbro birthday. wondering wat to buy for him... heh. mayday's album? but den i am broke. oh ya stil got yinghao's. owe him one too. blab.

oh goshhh must study for proverbs le...

eyelids very heavy. dozing off soon. but have to finish all e school work first. today got mrs fiona lee's lesson. she taking us for english to 3r. quite a nice teacher. at least til now haven lectured us. heh.

timetable changed. so got pe. teacher is e new stuff. mr tay. oh man dunno wat he wanna do. grouped us by our horoscopes. some more wan us to know one another's birthday. kinda bo liao. heh

ms moo lifeskill lessons.. choose com members. doinkz. chairperson stil salih. secretary stil sther. treasurer stil zhi wei. welfare head stil hui min. first aider stil amirah. media rep stil anand. dm stil lyn. bingkun dun wan be function head le. den almost everyone nominated and voted for bj. siti dunno y de. say dun wan be management head. so she stepped down le. den sarch volunteered. ernie was nominated. me too. cos e girls nominated me. and when e class voted. i got e most votes so became e management head. but after school went to miss moo to tell her to appoint someone else. haizzz. no time le. must go do hmwk le...

oh ya. morning say medwin's gor gor!! but medwin taller cuter and better looking!! wahahahaz!! they look damn alike thou. heh.

ugh. cant stand it le. ate panadols but head getting more painful!! )sobz(

today went home so late. 7 plus. cos must do e guides thinking day competition de banner. tired siarh

today in class got lotsa chaos. just now yiwen dunno wats up with her den suddenly cry. next moment jiemin anyhow point her fingers at siti and me. say we make her cry and stuff. rubbish. so wat if i didnt talk to her? like that must cry de meh? if she cry cos siti and me didnt talk to her. den she should have cried a few days ago le ma. and i really dun understand y is it always meee who is taking e initiative to talk to pple first. ugh..

after school, having lunch with class pple at canteen. den jiemin dunno wats wrong again. bang this bang that on e table we were sitting at. y ne? cos her book cannot refund. so she very pek cek. like that only ma. she is really being ridiculous. haiz. forget it. not my business.

before e guide thing, i went to buy sports shoes. kaoz. 24bucks. not really considered so ex but den e colour not nice de. totally diff from e design we chose last yr. at least they finally didnt make e purchase of e socks compulsory. heh.

we only painted little thing on e banner den spent a long time in e toilet washing e brushes cups and sinks. damn man. e blur oil base paint stained my school u. den madeline told me to wear e year2000 guide tee. kaili told me to wear her pe tee if i dun mind but i so fat. ok i mean big sized. dun think will fit de. heh.

den waited for yuyuan. so long siarh. so borrowed phone from melissa den called papa to fetch me. saw val at e school gate den chat chat chat. den went home in papa car. stil kana scolding from him cos i disrupted his sleep. haiz. sway man~

must call jiahui le. tml got test again!!! ugh..

heh. throat damn pain siarh. haiz. drink so much water le stil no use. should have eaten e curry puff and drunk ice lemon tea. heh

dunno y. today during lessons so damn sleepy. almost dozed off during english and math lessons. heh. just now pe lesson took height and weight. sther and i so happy that we didnt get into turf club cos we not overweight. gee. i may look thin but i am really heavy man. heh

tml is shang peng birthday. just now shirlyn pei wo go best way and big bookshop to shop for stuff. i didnt really had a budget and couldnt make up wat to buy. so bought a chimes thingy and a cry. but after that i thought that e cup is too simple and so i kept it for myself. heh. e jelutopng board we used for dnt was stil in my cupboard. so i decorated it. intending to give it to him as a 'hand made' prezzie. gee.

on e way home yingpeng called me. cos yesterday i accidentally made her unhappy den feel very guilty. scared she angry with me. so she called me to tell me she wasnt angry with me at all. i knew it le but dunno how to respond so i kept quiet. hope she dun get e wrong idea. misinterprete that i have something else in mind.

luan lao shi postponed tml test to friday. heng siarh. got time to study le. haiz. stil haven read e 'i am david' yet.

today home econs only did design for fabric file. e others baked pie. looked good. haha.

throat really pain man. scarli tml morning no voice le. heh. bleahx. choy! heh. hmmm must drink water again...

currently feeling kinda giddy. and sick oso. drank so much water le. temperature oso took le. no fever. heh. but den feeling very weak and sick.

this morning waited for bteng at interchange and we walked to school. den shang peng came and i gave him e birthday prezzie. he told me he liked it. hope so. just now he sms me and said he hunp up e thing le and his mother said i very good in choosing stuff. gee.

tml shirley birthday. haven give sther money yet. heh. den 4 more days to mine. i am ... excited? ... nervous? ... anxious? ... scared? ... excited cos sther promised to get me jay's ep. haha. but scared cos hock said wil come up to me to wish me happy birthday? that day better not stick to lyn and hui ling or they sure gonna tie me up. bleahx. so better follow jiahui. she gives me e sense of security. wahahahaz. so whenever i am lost. first person to look for is her. gee.

just now zcx never reply to my msg. for e first time i guess. haiz. and yet he told lyn that he treat me as good friend. wat a joke! we never even talked before. not even a single word man. not that i dun believe lyn. but den i guessed he dun mean wat he said ba. haiz. well just hope i am just being over sensitive.

management head is ernie. a pity that sarch cant get e post. but den must believe in ernie oso. know he wil do a good job. while sarch wei sheng bteng and i are ernie's 'assistants'. heh. but anyway i am much relieved now. cos not so stressed le. thou i appreciate e class' trust and faith in me. =)

after school we went to canteen for lunch. poor lyn. ran at quadrangle and fell at a curb and hurt herself. got some scratches on her knee. hope she is fine now.

when i had noodles for lunch at home. i added too much pepper and now i ended up being nearly 'voiceless' le. didnt eat at night. which means didnt take dinner. tml got test. must go study le. stil got math selection test man. wah seh. tml wil be busy le.

stil considering whether to go on e 16th. afterall i dunno e seniors and wats worse is i dunno e birthday girl pui yoke at all. but den lyn and hui ling wan me go. haizzz

heh. haven been updating entries for e past 2 days le.

friday was shirley birthday. we chipped in money to buy a bag for her. i mean meeee... sther siti yuyuan stheng and erm.. cant rmb who. heh.

den we had a math selection test. so damn tough man. heh. den after that sther and stheng yiwen yinghao hui min yuyuan kianwee and i went to big bookshop to buy e new year tree matertials. ya. miracles do happen. cos all e boards and vengat sheets were paid by kian wee. we sensed something fishy but asked nothing much. perhaps he just stuck e lottery? haha. den jiahui yingpeng bteng and kin mun came. so i waited for them to finish buying their stuff and i went home with yuyuan.

yesterday was saturday. cca openhouse. i arrived at interchange at 73- den stood there waiting for jiahui sher jiemin and hui min. at first only saw shang peng. he asked if i saw qian xiang. bleahx. of cos i said NO cos i really didnt see him. den he stood behind me. waiting for qx. den that qx came le and shang peng point to me and said "that is guolian". damn. sabo me . make me turn here turn there to avoid being seen by him. heh. then they left lo. and jiemin came.

den sther and hui min oso came. i helped sther to tie her scarf. den jiahui oso came. she was so worried bout her scarf. and i helped her "anyhow" tie first. heh. nicolle and sini oso came. they oso wanted me to help them. but not enough time so they got e seniors to tie when we got to school.

den we prepared e necessary stuff den finally got to go and pull pple. gee. jiahui and i really had a hard time persuading e girls but most of them wan to join choir. dunno y. stupid chris always come and ka jiao us. make us have to say vball sux. gee. of cos i dun mean that. haha.

finally we can fall in when i am almost voice less and dehydrated. heh. den we clear up e stuff and fall out le. we got sing e guide cheer with e ex seniors. bao yue vivian su ling georgia melissa cynthia hong ying. heh. vivian stil so cuteeeeee!!! gee.

after that went to e cultural feaster thing with lyn siti sther yinghao. kinda boring and we decided to go for lunch first. yinghao and lyn and i went to e coffeeshop and kian wee joined us. he treated us again. fishy. heh. den after that went back to clementi primary. zhuang wei joined us too.

i was bout to go home when yingpeng and bteng came den we played for a little while and it started to drizzle. we returned to school but den stil decided to go to e void deck. but mr chandra came and so we went off. kian wee treated us to mashed potato at 7-11. yummy. gee..

and finally yingpeng and i took bus173 home and bteng took mrt. mama said i look smart in my guide u siarh. heh. but anyway so tired man. my face so red le. at night stil got tuition. went to bed early.

today just got a 2 month old puppy. is black in colour and so damn cute. i am rather scared of it thou. gee. a few more months and it wil soon be a real dog. he better not chase me. heh!

hmmm. tml is my day. so scared siarh. cos i wonder wat surprises i wil receive. hopefully pleasant ones. heh.

oh man. just now spent too much time playing with e puppy. must do hmwk le. diaoz

sooooo darn long nv update entries le. wrote my entries in my diary book. so nv update here. but wil update soon when i am free. hmmm busy recently. didnt have time to take a rest at all. let alone update entries? heh. or maybe i was busy watching tv and stuff? =xx wahahahaha anyway. clement called me on friday woarx!!!!!! *grinz* and something great happened to jiahui oso lo. wahahahaha.

must log off le. must go do hmwk le. hmmm. darn short entry for today. Zzzzzzz

today was like a dream woarx! early in e morning say lyn msg. she is e first to wish me happy birthday! gee. den met bee teng at interchange and walked to school. first prezzie was a piyo piyo cushion. darn comfy big and cute! gee. it was from ermz. lyn kian wee hui ling yinghao and shawn.. hope i dun leave out anyone.. gee. oh ya! zhuang wei!! =p

medwin came le den shook hands with me to wish me.. his big hand very warm woarx. heh. den alot of pple give me prezzies. i felt so touched! gee. urm let me think.. shang peng gave me mentos chocolates and a watch.. angeline gave me a photo frame! very zun woarx.. my patrol members oso gave me e same thing.. exactly e same photo frame.. gee.. bJ gave me some "souvenirs"? very cute and antique.. gee. i think hui min and sther they all share cost to buy me jay's ep for me!!!!! oh e best prezzie!! heh. jiahui gave me a keychain of my name previously..den jus now she gave me a chocolate cake bought from bangawan solo..it was nice of her.. *winkz* yingpeng gave me a notebook..cute and nice!=) beeteng bought a darn big photo frame for me..love it loads..heh..zhiwei gave me a hp chain..a little pig..sho darn cute..gee..shawn gave me another prezzie..is a sweater..red one..got snoopy..very cute..but exactly same as e one my cousin gave me siarh..*zun* ..=x gee.. lastly.. shuyi gave me a chocolate cookie..so nicely wrapped!!..gee.. and another postcard with e wishings..lotsa pple wished me..tsu hui yu ci hui min shirley ernie max..sarch shook my hands as he sang birthday song for me..heh..siti..yuyuan..limin..zirui..xue lin..mic..yan hong and even qian xiang!! he sent me a pic msg..heh..oh ya. kexian oso.. heh..

in class.. everyone sang birthday song for me..so paisehz siarh.. den e piyo piyo put in class dunno where to put my bag.. heh.. mrs lee came in oso say e cushion very cute den oso said happy birthday to me. luan lao shi oso carried e piyo piyo after lessons. during assembly piyo piyo oso took up one person's seat.. hahaha

today 2 scary 'incidents' happened.. first is pui yoke came to me in e morning and said happy birthday to me. my palm sweating when she shook hands with me. she oso asked me to join them on fri but i was kinda reluctant. heh. another thing is after assembly. i mean maybe 1 hour later. hui ling pulled me to bball court. den lyn went to call zhou chuan xiong to wish me happy birthday. but den he seemed apparently unwilling. LOL. i couldnt stand it anymore so i went up to him and lifted my hand. waiting for him to shake hands with me and wish me. but he only said happy birthday den kept stammering. keep going ... "eh..eh..eh.." so i walked away. of cos very disappointed lo. haiz. i wont force him since he is not willing at all.

den jiahui yuyuan kian wee wei sheng went to my house to see e puppy. we got chased around. den they went home at 4 plus.

stupid shaun and lys. dun even bother to wish me happy birthday. LOL. forget it. at night met yujia at bus stop and she gave me a birthday hug. LOL. glad that she rmb but my GUILTY is in vain! damn.. no one gave me. haiz. next time borrow from yujia lo. hahaha

today of cos oso xiao wei's birthday! she wished me thru sms using her new 6610 fone!!!! racher wished me oso. cos my birthday one day after hers. heh. and just shocked that qian xiang know oso. gee.

today very happen. love my friends loads man. thanks for e prezzies! cheers!=)

heh. didnt know birthday can be celebrated for 2 days de woarx. gee. wat m i saying? bleahx. today wei sheng gave me belated birthday prezzie. it was a teddy bear. very cute. gee. jiemin zirui yuyuan and yu ci gave me blue's album! so touched! gee. is not jus e 'guilty' album. got 3 vol inside! which means got all rise. one love and of cos guilty as well. cool man! heh

jinyi oso got give me kfc treat after school. but got scolded by that mr mrl cos i ate at umbrella area. but den alot of pple oso eat there ma. y he pick on me. ugh. fed up. apart from these. today's lessons in class kinda boring. but shawn and ms wu livened our boring moods. haha.

wonder if hc has found his those past year papers notz. need them for my revision. heh.

tired le. must slp le. heh. zzzzzz

Zzzzz. wah. sleepy man. obvious lo. so late le.

jus now do e 'new yr tree' after school. with e help of sther jiahui siti hui min stheng kian wee ernie yingpeng max hui ling and whoever. we had fun and lotsa laughter. all thanks to stheng. she adds in some joy when we are so darn tired le. haha.

had a hard time taking e 'tree' home jus now. so heavy. well i mean not jus that. everyone looked at me. like so obiang like that. heh. tml dunno how to go to school.

but anyway treated siti jiahui stheng and ernie to drinks after that. and treated kian wee to mashed potato.

dead beat. today gave val chocolates for birthday prezzie. hope she like it. heh. short entry today? stil got geog homework to do. aiz. someone save me pls? doinks.

so long never update again. heh. friday was py's birthday. didnt join them in e birthday treat but sms her to wish her happy birthday.

dunno y. very strange. friday 3 teachers absent. ms moo ms wu and luan lao shi. ms choy came in during ms moo's tpi period. yingpeng and i asked her for permission to do new year tree. stheng and i distributed e vengat 'leaves' to e class to let them write their new yr resolutions. we oso let ms koo. i mean mrs ng. mrs chen. miss toh and mrs lee write their resoultions. and another 2 teachers. one of them is miss kuo.

during e chinese period after ms toh's lessons we oso got e relief teacher's permission to continue with our work. painted e branches. me sther stheng jiahui yingpeng hui min zi rui yiwen and yuyuan. ugh. e mention of yuyuan makes me feel so bad. heh. accidentally spilled e water with little paint on his precious hair and school u as well. heh.

after recess is geog. relief teacher is mr azmi. urm. watever e speeling is. heh. considered him quite good lo. gee. he allow kian wee to go to bookshop to buy vengat sheets. poor kian wee. had been doing things for us for e past few days. dunno he angry with us or not. heh.

max ernie bteng yiwen and zirui helped me to draw e leaves again and sther and stheng oso helped to cut. e pasting of e leaves on e tree is e toughest and nicest part. some helped to cut double-sided tape. some paste e tape at e back of e leaves. some helped to peel off e first layer of e tape. some helped to paste them on e tree. almost all of us became 'branches'. with e leaves on us. gee. but anyway we had great fun. and glad to see that so many pple were helping out. me jiahui yingpeng sther stheng limin hui min max siti and zirui. there were much laughter. gee.

after school. 1245. cos there were no hcl lessons. we stayed in class. trying to complete everything. finally e leaves are all up on e branches. it looks more like a tree le. heh. is a 2-d one thou. but i really hope you can win. cos we really put in much effort. 2c2 and 2d1 bought those real ready made grown plants thou. but our tree has 2c1's unity and effort in it. so i hope 2c1 deserves e honour more den any classes. we really must win! heh. some of e 2d1 pple so guo gen. kept looking at our tree. peeped thru e window panes. and even jumped to look in when we shut e panes! kaoz. we walked past their class and saw their tree den they quickly closed e door. as if we wan to look at their 'creativity' so much. ya la. theirs very nice lo. got e lights of tangerines winded around e plant. ya very nice. cant deny that. but so wat?! big deal! dun need be so arrogant right? whoops? was i too violent with my words? gee. lol.

managed to finish everything by 3.30. yingpeng and bteng went for prefects interview. ernie salih lyn huiling amirah were there. hope they get in.

den jiahui accompanied me to e dentist at clementi pri. sok lay and pamela were there. and limin peiyi jus left. e dentist polished and scaled my teeth. wah. very numb. heh.

went back to school at 4.14 pm. they were stil there. saw lsp and qx at np. wat a MIRACULOUS MIRACLE siarh. haha

den after a while went home with bteng jiahui yingpeng and shirley. went to 7-11 before tha. had a bar of hersheys and diary milk. gee. and went home with yingpeng. luan lao shi picked me and xiao xuan to take part in chinese calligraphy blah blah blah. which means i dun get to attend guides meeting. which i means i dun get to play with sec1s! ugh. but i really very stressed. like wat jiahui said. she seemed to be always pushing all e work to us and keep telling us to take part in competitions. esp i hv jus completed and submitted e mentorship thing and now she wan me to take part in this calligraphy thing. but i have not learnt it before! but she didnt listen to my explanation. wat else to say? nothing lor. jus take part. hv to borrow brush from py. sauce from hui ling. ink? see first? haiz.

but at night. felt unwell. took temp. 38.7 degrees. high? mama told me dun go school e tml. told jiahui to inform geraldine that i cant go for guides le. and it was nice of geraldine to msg me and tell me to drink more water. heh. but jiahui and i both were sure that luan lao shi wil think i am trying to feign sick or wateva. den i have nothing to say. i am really very stressed le. can she give me a break? haiz.

sat morning py msg me to ask if i was going but my phone wasnt on. den e miss foo called and mama answered. she said i was stil resting in bed and i was down with fever. e cher was kinda fed up that i didnt call to inform and made them wait. as if i know e school's number. or she think i even bother to go and find out. tml sure kana lectures from luan lao shi or that foo lao shi le. haiz.

this morning fine le. jus a little flu. jus now went out with mama bro and guoyi to buy some new yr stuff. den went to big bookshop to buy stationaries.

today pa jus went to hospital. undergoing a minor operation tml. hope he is fine. haiz

yawnz. must pack bag and go sleep le. got another class tee design. dunno they wil like it or not. heh.

tml is chinese new year eve le. finally. heh.

today so cham siarh. must go up to e dunno where to announce e winnders for chinese calligraphy competition. ugh. i was so lost and scared and nervous. feeling so hot on e face. could only take deep breaths to relac. thou i am of cos not one of those who wil receive e prize. oso very scared ma. afterall i have to speak at e mike in front of e whole school. ugh. when i stepped up to speak at e mike. my legs were kinda wobbly. heh. some more i too short. cant reach e mike. and dunno how to adjust. den hv to tip toe. heh. lol. i was so scared that at one go i could rmb all my lines. heh.

'good morning school..last saturday..on e 17th jan..a group of our chinese students participated in e west cluster 1 chinese calligraphy competition held in nan hua sec school......' and it goes on. it may jus be a short speech. but to me. is definitely a long one. heh. and before i read. i stood with e prefects. so mr hang tot i was being punished. lol. so paisehz siarh. den as i was reading according to e little note py has written for me. mr ng kept telling me to slow down. lol. anyway, it was a bad experience siarh. gee. thou some pple praised me. jiahui angeline yingpeng shirlyn.. stheng didnt even see me siarh. lol.

haiz. tml must wear tie man. cos hv to distribute oranges to teachers. oh ya. we finished and submitted new yr tree. cham man. upon seeing other classes' tree. i lost almost all my confidence! ugh. looks like our class is e only 2-d tree. haiz. but i hope we at least get a third or something. cos e whole class has contributed and put in much effort. i hope we at least deserve some recognition for our hard work. pls pls pls!!

hmmmm.. late le. must sleep le. Zzzzzz

wednesday

sob. we only got merit for new yr tree. i dun mind getting merit. but y must e winnder be 2d1?! surely our class has put in more effort den them? i am so fed up. it wil be crude of me to say that e mr tan made his class e winnder cos he was being biased. but apparently nobody understands that we really put in so much effort! is so unfair! ugh. but too bad. my complaints arent gonna change this cruel fact. sob. all because of me. stupid idea of mine!! now that i have made my class lost and throw face. failure la me. efforts of 2c1 gone down e drain. haiz.

after being dismissed at 9.30 plus.yuyuan and i took bus 173. he was on his way home and i wanted to go back to pri school. damn. on e bus saw yuyuan's band seniors. they must be thinking .... pui pui pui!

after alighting from e bus. i walked to primary school and mrs kee walked past me. i couldnt recognise her thou. gee. cos i was calling yujia. and partly cos she has reborn her hair. heh. den she suddenly said 'hello' so i tot e 'lady' was crazy. whoops? gee. and when i turned back. i realised it was e cher who taught me eng and maths for 3 yrs! gee. we talked only for about 5 min? and she left.

there werent any other familiar souls in e canteen til ms loo lee fen appeared. talked for a while den she went home. and subsequently saw ms hee and many other chers.

but anyway not many ex students came back. i was rather disappointed. lol. den took a nap and had steamboat for reunion dinner. yummy. gee.

thursday

my quad~ cousins came! how brave they were! playing with e puppy as if they are good buddies uh? heh.

life was hectic when it was lunch time! uncle and auntie had a hard time getting them to sit down to eat peacefully. gee. but anyway. it was nice having e 4 of them in e house to brighten up our day with their mischief and laughter. haha

actually candice coming de. but that poor little niece of mine fell sick. 38degrees. poor thing. it has been so darn long since i last seen her. and she has left for japan le. for hols. when can i see her agin neh? a pity she doesnt live in singapore. haiz.

today went to cousin's house. only saw ah ling jie jie. heh.den went home in ah di gor gor car. with his gf inside. heh. den ah ling oso came with her friend or dunno if is e 2nd bf. lol. heh.

den jus kept watching tv and playing with harry. that stupid puppy. spoiled my new shoes!!!! ugh.

and jus now played monopoly with e kids. fell on e board and my palm was cut against e counters. 4 at a time!! sob. it hurts. it was bleeding siarh. ernie stil said i was clumsy. ugh. adding fuel to fire!! haha. lol.

jus got know a senior from 4a3. he very friendly. from lion dance and know kok hui woarx. gee. lol.

talked to jiahui on e phone. talked crap only. gee.

tml yujia coming. must show off my GUILTY le! gee. thou she has it le. but i got 3 vol at a go! gee. lol. so must sleep le. cos she coming in e morning. heh. Zzzzz

mentorship end le! yay! finally man. gee. jus now got e best presentation group award and oso most oustanding award. den luan lao shi treat us to mac. me yiwen zirui wei sheng lyn and hl. suang man. i ate e most. 6pcs nuggets set meal plus mcspicy double. gee.

after that talked cock in mac siarh. den saw my ouxianggggggggg!!! oh ya! talking about him. i gonna melt again le. yesterday so suang!!!!

cos yesterday was speech day ma. after that took pics with yiqin and kaixin. almost 8 le den go eat at coffeeshop with limin min-ah and yiwen. den chris and yoke hwee oso came. so i tot of taking pics with my ouxianggggg!! stupid chris. keep teasing me. LOL! i am so darn happy anyway til now!!!!

yesterday was really great!!! so suanggggggg!!!!!!! *winks*